Wednesday, December 28, 2011

No Pictures, Just Thoughts & Happenings

Last Friday, December 23rd, Jordan and I went camping. Alone. Just the two of us. We went out to Lost Dutchman State Park by the Superstition Mountains. We hiked with everything on our backs for about 2 1/2 miles. My thighs were BURNING with all that weight on my back...plus it was pulling my pants down which I'm sure Jordan didn't enjoy me complaining about but I couldn't help it. It's all I thought about.

For almost 5 hours straight, we sat by the fire and talked. You would think we would have talked about some relationship stuff...but no, not really. Bad communicators. I try but he is always spouting random information or silly things I don't know when to sneak it in...maybe he does it unconsciously or consciously so I don't have room to say it...but, I'm really feeling more than ever that some things need to be said.

Things are good between us...I'm just feeling like we're a little stagnant right now. Time to shake it up. Fish or cut bait. How does this stuff go?? Truth be told; I've NEVER been this far into a relationship...here goes nothing!

1 comment:

Whitni Watkins said...

So basically what you are saying is nothing has been declared official? Corner him and get it out....thats what I had to do with my Hubby! I said, "listen. I don't just go around staying out until 8:00am with anybody and kissing whoever so where do we stand?"