It was 10 days before our 4 month dating mark. February 25th, 2012. Hey, but who's counting? Oh. THIS girl is.
We were laying on his couch in his living room. It was 12:30 at night. He was saying I love how soft your hair is. I love...."blah, blah." I just LOVE you Camille.
I was shocked at what I heard so I didn't say anything and just kissed him. Then I pulled away and said, "Did you just say what I think you said?" And he said, "I don't know."
I didn't want to say, "I thought you just said you love me." Cuz what if he didn't? AWK-WARD.
Then he started talking about something else...and we kissed a little. Then he said, "Yes. I just said what you think you heard." Then, I smiled and said, "I love you too. I've thought it a while I just didn't want to say it out loud." (And cuz I didn't want it to be out there and have it not reciprocated. That probably would have crushed me.)
I expected to feel different. Like somehow magically I would feel like a different person or have something happen. But no. And I feel weird saying it still. But I like it out there now. It's true. I'm in love. OH gosh, that was even hard to type. :)
I love this guy!!!
6 comments:
YAY!!!
Super cute! Being in love does seem strange when you talk about it especially when you first get it out there, but it feels so natural when you are with the person you love. So happy for you two!
I love it!!!!!!! How sweet! I am glad you write about it, I wish I had written more things down while I was dating. Enjoy this fun adventure!
yey! and lookin' skinny!
yey! and lookin' skinny!
So happy for you! I told Andrew "I love you" for the first tie the day after he told me. It's not that I didn't love him already, but sometimes it takes a while to get used to saying it. It's kind of a big deal!
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