Wednesday, October 1, 2008

AHH!!! Life!

Reader beware: Some scandalous (depending on your definition) material follows...

So...oh my gosh! Help! I don't know what to do. I can't name names just in case a certain someone or someones reads this and word spreads...

I keep having visions of making out with one of my guy friends!!! It's totally horrible of me. I know! Now you think I'm a terrible person don't you? Or that I'm completely crazy!

I don't know if it's because I like the person or my life is simply loveless right now. And, my stake is having a girl-ask-guy dinner and dance in two weeks and I don't know whether to ask this guy to the activity or not. I'm afraid it will ruin our friendship if he gets weirded out that I'm asking him on a date...on the flip side, if I never ask him...I may never know if he has feelings for me...

Or maybe, I just like the chase and once I think he likes me I'll become disinterested.

Ugh! It's so complicated and nerve-racking. Could someone just give me all the answers or shoot me and put me out of my misery? ...or take my dreams away so i'll stop having such vivid thoughts of what could be?!!!

5 comments:

Merkley Jiating said...

"Guy who I like who doesn't like me so I can like him." That is unfortunate. I think you should ask him! It would be really fun to go even as friends and then if you guys really hit it off on the date then he might ask you out sometime!

Steph said...

I have always enjoyed hearing about your dreams!!! I have weird dreams too. I dreamt I was making out with a guy he wasn't my husband and then he turned into my husband...luckily or I would have to never tell this story to anyone!

Jonathan and Sarah said...

Ask him! And, who is Him?

Camille said...

I always told myself that nothing exciting happens in life without taking risks. If it ruins your friendship, maybe he wasn't a great friend anyway! I say ask him.

Geevz said...

ask him. at the very least it improves your dating karma.